Kirosia

Only Alice (outside of Wonderland) I care for

Went to work in a sunken daze. Felt cold and capable of tears at any second, sypmtoms still active now that I've returned home. Hell in a thousand verses each day taunts, life is meaningless without someone to walk alongside me. But I'm a borderline sociopath, and I can only love she who holds such kindred terrors. Everythigng and everyone else equals nothing.

Masterchef Australia and The Grifters (John Cusack). Highly recommend The Prisoner, not perfect, but satisfying enough in the end for a six-ep marathon. Oh, and it's all on YT: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8LXsb4COaEM&list=PLF737398287572434&index=1&feature=plpp_video

I went to college in Salem. Needs less stabbings. Party across the street, mostly adults and vapid teenagers. Sat in a rocking chair next to the food table and wierded out anyone who dare notice me. For four hours, give or take.

Finished the last episode of Inside Men (starring the two non-Luther cop actors), waiting for the second of Blackout (starring Christopher Eccleston), and trying to finish the last half of The Prisoner (remake with Jim Caviezel, Ruth Wilson, and Magneto). The latter seems to be getting better, hoping the ending makes up. But Lawrence Miles said it was good, and he wrote Alien Bodies, so.

Contemplated killing myself at work. Being indifferent to almost everything has its cons, one being you don't consider the routine minutia of surviving worth anything. I need someone cute and psychotic to cuddle me at night.

Sat at a desk and looked up pest control contracts for about six hours. Boring but not too bad, preferred to having to associate with a fellow co-worker/trainee who suffers from "insult everyone because they're not as utterly stupid and ignorant as you" syndrome. Can't even talk to the others without her telling me I'm wrong for no reason than her own idiocy. We get cubicles in a week or two, if I have to face her on a daily basis, I'm just gonna wuss out and inform my supervisor of her behavior. At the moment, I just refuse to acknowledge her presence, making her even more crazy.

Mein vorkplace has free coffee in the form of keurig cups. Never tried them before, but they're pretty alright, considering the convenience.

BBC's Jayne Eyre, I have a slight infatuation with Ruth Wilson. There will be, with most of the main S2 cast returning: http://blogs.indiewi...is_elbas_luther Won't be the same without Alice though. She is a creature as whole as she is broken.

Bought groceries, went $6.25 over budget, TP10 cable broke, came home and cried.

Dun got D3 as I have a job now. Started off as demon hunter, not sure what's going on most the time, hope the game gets better and more difficult.

i rocked to and fro in the dark northern corner of my bedroom, while the cow creamer and wax lion talked existentialism in basic verb-object.

Just wanted to note (probably again) that Idris Elba, who plays the iconic Stringer Bell, stars in the BBC series "Luther". Probably the best role I've seen of him since The Wire. Prefer the characterization (though not necessarily the actual sub-plots) to the first series of Sherlock. And had no idea he was English until very recently. [media=] Massive Attack does the opening track, so you know it's good.

French Open final. Watching Maria Sharapova jump up and down, kissing babies. Also I finished both seasons of Luther, Alice Morgan can only be the perfect creature born of men's inverse fantasies: [media=]

Downloaded and installed Max Payne 3 on PC, only to have it be a complete mess, wrought with a performance-unrelated stuttering issue where the framerate is jumpy and audio cuts into its own future intermittently. Pondered purchasing "Viva La Madness", the sequel novel to Layer Cake (saw the film), an eventual get probably, just not quite right at this time and place. Feeling suicidal, but I always feel suicidal, in desperate need of a delicious fruit pie slice served by a psychotic ginger.

Started Luther, My Own Worst Enemy (which can be streamed legally from the NBC site), Raines, and Person of Interest. All have been quite entertaining so far, though I'm feening for something that isn't character-based police procedural ilk. Second season of Game of Thrones is still backburning, saving it for an especially sucidal-depressive evening.

Finished Panda, just purchased the today-released "Tales of the City". I've read a few pages, and I'm quite hopeful

Ipod Touch, whichever model is most recent and pretentious Triple.Fi. 10 (it can be found periodically for $100) Remaining cash goes to cloth hand puppets.

I currently own a Baratza Maestro Plus (good for coffee, not-so-good for espresso supposedly), apologies, shoud've just stated so earlier.

Likely true, I'm using a bare bones coffee grinder instead of a dedicated espresso marm. But seeing as even when my shots are okay, I'm still not sure if I'm actually a fan of "real" espresso, so the investment is unfeasable.

I have a Solis SL-90 and a french press which I never use. I'm much too accustomed, if not just outright prefer, sugary, commercial bastardizations of caffeine. Did make a latte once resembling Starbuck's Caramel Macchiato, but I seem wholly inconsistent, and my machine tends to introduce an odd taste from the steam water in most cases. Oh, and contextually, I like Counter Culture Coffee's La Forza. Due to personal weakness for strong/sometimes burnt taste, with the capacity to cut through milk and tears.

First episode of John Doe on YT. A favorite from youth past, benefical that my memory isn't great, as bits and pieces generally aren't enough to ruin a re-watch.

I resisted the urge to stuff half a frozen DiGiorno's pizza down my throat, while basking in the second (third?) week episodes of Masterchef Australia. Learning to cook and appreciate plausibly edible meals is a thing I've been attempting, movitated by near daily exercise and a heavy calorie deficit.