Thanks for all the condolences gang. I really don't quite feel like myself yet and I'm extremely distracted at work right now. I'm sure it'll change with time, just need to get over this period of shock.
Got a call from my VP today about the passing of one of our team members last night. I'm still in shock right now. I was surprised as I didn't feel or react much after hearing the news; a few minutes later came a big overwhelming wave of sadness. I'm not sure what to say or do right now but I do feel truly horrible.